I am feeling a little discouraged. Near tears I think. I mean, I KNOW I'm not supposed to complain or be easily offended, but right now, I just feel like...'crap'. I didn't have a very good fasting experience today, and I'm even feeling weak now, which may account for the emotion-increased heart rate, elevated body temperature, increased acidity of the blood-anyway, I am just not happy right now. Happiness is circumstantial, joy is not. I know and understand that, but shoot I'm irritated. I know at times I expect too much out of people, and I knew what the reaction would be, but man it's still hurtful.
Anyway, not feeling very motivated right now. Ugh, this is stupid. I mean, I know I will be over it very soon, but I am just, ugh, I don't even know. I'm just very stinkin' discontent right now! I guess I should pray, but man I would rather just speak what's on my mind, I can think of AT LEAST 5 scriptures to use-but I can't because my emotion would seep through, and that's not okay. *Deep breath* whatever.
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Stay strong, Lexi! God is faithful! They say that the third day of a fast is the most difficult. With God, all things are possible! Remember that.
Stand by His word, the joy of the LORD is your strength (Nehemiah 8:10).. remember it might just be the Devil trying to get you flustered and then ineffective.. Belive it or not as i write this "No Weapon formed againts me shall prosper..." is playing in the background!.Regardless of what's going on i will be praying for Joy in you right now. James 1:2-4
Look at our ENCM men being all encouraging! Lexi, I love you and so does Jesus I know you'll feel better soon, but if you want to talk about things you can call me ANYTIME! You may only get grunts at 4 am, but eventually I would wake up and start forming sentences. Let me know if you start feeling poorly, I will rush right over with my arsenal of juices to help you get better! Please drink powerade, or the other crap if you're desperate. You need the electrolytes and yes sodium is an electrolyte for those out there who don't know! Powerade is actually really good when your dehydrated, it's practically flavored IV fluid!!! Love you~
I know you probably knew all about the electrolyte stuff, but Joel said redundancy can be a good thing so I'm inclined to believe him...
thanks a lot guys! I'm glad I'm doing this with batch like you all. I'm all better now! love you all!
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