Here goes:
Lord, I'm sorry that I need you
yet give you none of me.
I apologize for ignoring you
though you are who set me free.
And I wish I did not need you, Lord.
Believe me, this is true.
Because then I wouldn't harm you, Lord.
My sins would not be grieving you.
I confess my sins to you, O God
and lay it down before your feet.
I am ashamed to say, today, O God
that many of them repeat.
For the lusting thoughts, O God
for the joking of the ring
I turned my heart to a new man.
I turned away from you, my King.
I get so caught up in the thoughts
of dreaming of what is ahead
that I don't choose the narrow path,
bring a stranger to my Lover's bed.
And I have visions of you, God,
things I can dwell on in truth.
Like learning not to run away
from the Husband of my youth.
Do not let these sins remain.
Do not allow me to contain
gifts that power give domain
and from bragging, I don't refrain.
Deal with me as you see fit.
Your kingdom, I'm a part of it
But, in judgement, remember this...
Turn the page. I'm on the list.
Any comments?
3 comments:
wooow that was deep. And I identify with that. And even just the way you put it called me out more than I had been before. Thanks lex!! :)
Thanks Crystal! I miss you! What were you doing up at 2am? You're having way too much fun without us! No fair *pouty face*
Haha, I usually stay up till 2 am. That's about the time people seem to get on FB and can talk. Lol.
I'm having too much fun because I'm up till 2 am? I'm sorry. I'll try to restrain the fun levels around here. :P ;)
I miss you toooo.
I gotta job so maybe in a little bit I'll be able to come see you guys cuz I'll have money to do that with. LOL :D
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